i hope everything comes together.

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i don’t know what i’ve done. shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
yesterday i reached so far inside that something burst. i reached so far inside my psyche that something unexpected happened. we’ll keep it a secret, okay? fair enough.
anyway, my body didn’t like it. it retaliated with an inner cataclym of sorts.
i spoke yesterday with someone about [...]

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HOW MUCH FOR THE PRETTY GIRL IN THE FLOWER DRESS?
XXX.
MY EYE. my fucking eye. uhhhh. i hate having this infection in my left eye only because i have to wear my glasses which i despise. if i could find my camera i would show you. but i’ve misplaced it at the moment. this weekend is [...]

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don’t freak.

so i lied? not everything’s from my life? see below. i’m an unreliable narrator.
I can’t believe I let myself adore you. Ugh. the ultimate of upsets.
now i realize that every time i spoke to you you only listened because you wanted to screw and when i let you mentally do so you stopped listening to what [...]

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belive it or not, i’m actually telling stories about my life. they just don’t make sense to anyone else. that’s breaking the rules, right? i’m supposed to make it so that everyone understands? if only i gave a damn.
you are wonderful. stop. i’m spilling bullshit. cranking it out from raging hormones. oh my dear [...]

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I’d like to take the first thing that comes to mind each morning when i wake up and write a poem.
I promise that this will be the most incoherent, random, jumbled form of nonsense you have ever read.
it’s not fair that i can go on the internet and find people that i wish i could [...]

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hey.

i vow to make this blog like my child. this’ll be a poetry blog but not with all poetry. it’ll be more like the rambling in the beginning stages of my poems. the rambling that occurs before i turn it into poetry.
i should still be studying for finals but i realized that i don’t care. [...]

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