next time i’ll see everyone it’ll probably be in school. eww. we’re growing up. (note the lack of maturity in those sentences. i’m not giving up my youth yet.)
in other news: i explained everything. i used plain language. described it all without the poetic rambling that’s found here.
i asked for something simple. a yes or no. yet, [...]
Archive for August, 2008
Posted in Blogroll on August 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Posted in Blogroll on August 25, 2008 | 2 Comments »
i’m told that this is when i write most. okay okay i guess it is.
i dreamt last night. it wasn’t anything but sex. except it wasn’t meaningless for once.
maybe it’s possible to fuck and fuck and fuck and fuck and still not get anywhere. it’s possible to screw a lot of people and still feel [...]
Posted in Blogroll, tagged anticipation, movies on August 21, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
we are going to move forward or stop existing. there’s no other way.
i can’t take anything else.
i saw a clip from this little known movie the other day. two men were in a restaurant. they had been lovers once. one was a poet, the other lived off of being pretty. the pretty one said, “do you [...]
Posted in Blogroll, tagged surrealism on August 20, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
“The mind of the dreaming man is fully satisfied with whatever happens to it. The agonizing question of possibility does not arise. Kill, plunder more quickly, love as much as you wish. And if you die, are you not sure of being roused from the dead? Let yourself be led. Events will not tolerate deferment. You [...]
Posted in Blogroll on August 19, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i know. i keep posting every two seconds but i have a lot to say.
i’m going to change myself.
i mean, i’m going to try and fix the flaws i have.
i told my parents today that they can’t treat me like shit anymore. i have the choice to go take a walk, to go lock myself [...]
Posted in Blogroll on August 18, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
it’s four thirtyish but i really can’t sleep. what i mean is, i went to bed at twelve and woke up a while ago. i felt bad about the previous stuff. i mean, i don’t even know if it makes a difference. all these apologies and all the statements i retract. i simply know that i [...]
Posted in Blogroll on August 17, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
this time i’ve managed to make it to the computer before sobriety kicks in (the state to which i always wake. always return to. the one that’s becoming all too unwelcome).
my head is spinning.
i’m thinking about re-titling this blog “a thousand love letters, dedicated to a few unfortunate souls” or, at the very least, having that as [...]
Posted in Blogroll on August 16, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i scribbled this stuff on some paper last night. (horribly trashed). found it this morning. i fixed it a bit and here it is.
let me write this before i get too sober to wish i hadn’t. wish i didn’t have these. these vices are the only means by which i can feel anything worth noting.
see, [...]
Posted in Blogroll, tagged vacation on August 9, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Where do i start? i’ve been really really busy lately. i went on a cruise which was fabulous. i’m not going to go into too many details here but I had [...]
