i should nickname every boy i lay with. so that when i’m old and the real names have all turned into blank spaces at least i’ll have something to hold onto. or maybe i’ll write them all down like case studies. i’m sick.
this past weekend was eventful.
i’d call him america because he reminded me of [...]
Archive for September, 2008
Posted in Blogroll, tagged relflections, sex on September 30, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Posted in Blogroll, tagged sleep, songs on September 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i want everything and nothing all at the same time.
rather, i want everything without working for it or without having to work in order to maintain it.
(i want to live the american dream as defined by the socialite)
that palpitating organ (that pulsating inner nuisance) is beginning to form the most magnificent abscess.
when all extraneous noise is turned down i am [...]
Posted in Blogroll, tagged confidence, fear, work on September 21, 2008 | 2 Comments »
update: i have the dye but don’t have bleach so i have to wait until i have enough cash to get it. i haven’t had much cash lately because i’m barely working now. i have an idea but it’s less than well…legal. so i’m not getting into it here.
i think it’s important to separate needs from wants. [...]
Posted in Blogroll, tagged hair, this post is pretty stupid on September 18, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
i just ordered manic panic dye off of the internet.
i’m excited.
Posted in Blogroll, tagged life, roads on September 14, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
where’s my life headed now?
the options seem endless. i lack the foresight to know what will happen to me as soon as tomorrow and i can’t begin to think about what may happen to me next week over the next few months in two years. it’s all frightening but at the same time liberating. i’m trying to [...]
Posted in Blogroll, tagged balloons!, people, the art of persuasion on September 9, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
shit.
(the perfect word to start this post)
on my 17th birthday, my parents got all nostalgic, bought me huge balloons and left them in my room. the balloons were fine to have around, at first, but eventually they became annoying. i had to move them out of the way when they floated in front of the [...]
Posted in Blogroll on September 6, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
yesterday claire and i spent hours after school talking to ms. thomas. it was nice.
i was supposed to go out today but that fell through so i’m at home listening to music and getting kind of moody. which is something that i wanted to avoid.
okay so sometimes the shit in my life does bother me. [...]
Posted in Blogroll on September 4, 2008 | 1 Comment »
School’s started. I wasn’t really filled with the anticipation and anxiety that I usually am when this time of the year rolls around.
It’s my last year.
I’m not really excited yet. It kind of feels like I’m going to go to high school forever, as weird as that sounds.
