A Collection of Spectacles


Up, thinking and waiting. Life has been really tumultuous lately, but things seem to be subsiding a bit. My phone pings constantly, daily, yet I only pine for you still but why and what the fuck am I still doing caring? Trying to pull you in from far away is so frustrating and unfulfilling when we live in the same city. I touch myself every morning with a sense of longing. I’m leaning on these things called emotions.

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Remorse swirls inside of me. I was a cruel girlfriend at times. I can’t unpack K and I in this post, maybe next. It feels important for me to do so I can understand myself better.

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